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Post by Naught on Dec 3, 2010 20:21:16 GMT 10
K I heard a voice last night in my room. I felt really creeped out, which hasn't happened to me in years. Then I started to hear the sound of pipes being hit. It seemed to occur in a rhythm. It got louder and louder until I realized it was the sound of my heart beating. I have never heard my heart sound like that. I could see a hooded man sitting out of the corner of my eyes but could not move. I couldn't turn my head and look. I then felt like he was there to take me somewhere. I think he was there for my soul.
This morning I woke up tired and covered in sweat. I don't mention anything to my wife about my dream she comes up stairs and says my son had nightmares and couldn't sleep. He came upstairs to our room and said there was an evil man in the computer chair :0 I couldn't fucking believe it.
I don't believe in shit like that but he was there for me. I think it was a warning. I feel him with me now and all day at work. I have a tight chest for some reason and I keep getting goosebumps. I think I am losing my shit guys for real. Going crazy. I feel strange and shit and today I was talking to myself.
Do you guys think that somebody in a not so good place can pass evil on? Is evil real? Is demons real? Am I losing my shit? Do I go see a doctor and sound fucking nuts? I am almost waiting to die I feel like. What the fuck man I feel it,him. It is here now and I don't believe it. AM I GOING STRANGE IN THE HEAD?
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Post by Naught on Dec 3, 2010 20:25:57 GMT 10
now there is fucking two owls staring at me in my tree. They are hooting. It is like the fucking twilight zone all of a sudden
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Post by Naught on Dec 3, 2010 20:54:54 GMT 10
just popped a couple of nighty night pills and now I am going to smoke weed and get more paranoid. LOL Night O.C.B miss you a lot in my life right now. On a side note I chased down a guy the other day who smashed a window and grabbed a womans purse. I roasted his ass and he had warrants. I was nice though and when we waited for the popo I let him smoke some crack.
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Post by Wes on Dec 3, 2010 22:41:44 GMT 10
Naught, first thing, you are not going crazy. Lots have people have experienced this. The hardest part is accepting that it is happening. The owls are part of what is going on.
This has happened to you before, now your child is involved. They like that you think that they might be demons, the fear helps them control you. The best way to beat them is to use your imagination. Imagine that you are hurting them. They don't like that kind of energy. Show them in your mind what you could do to them.
If you ever need to talk more about this you can PM me if you want. I will be here for you man. Take care.
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Post by (en)D(of) on Dec 3, 2010 23:18:49 GMT 10
On the one hand that is some scary shit,you may need to see a shamen to get rid of it if this is a real demon.
On the other hand you smoke a lot of weed....thats setting alarm bells ringing for me,drugs really are bad as much as users may argue the fact....they DO make you paranoid and they DO make you see / feel / hear shit that isn't really there...this is fact,I know a lot more about this than some may believe but it's something I'm not willing to discuss in the open,all I will say is lay off the fuckin weed naught from this moment on or it's going to send you crazy....if you wanna hear my story to corroborate what I'm saying then pm me,I'm very concerned for you.
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Post by shatnerswig on Dec 4, 2010 3:12:33 GMT 10
yea naught its time for you to make an appointment with the psychiatrist ... tell him what you are seeing and feeling and he will help you.and don t hurt your family no matter how much the dark man tells you to.
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Post by (en)D(of) on Dec 4, 2010 11:04:32 GMT 10
Welcome back dr.shatty
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Post by Rareclan on Dec 4, 2010 14:45:30 GMT 10
I have just given you Karma but other than that my thoughts will be with you if allow them to be. I will think positive Energy for you. I have a non stop conversation going on in my head ever since I can remember, is this normal ? well it is for me as i don't remember a time when this was not so. I call it analyzing others may say WTF. I have been told that I have night terrors, I said nightmares. No apparently they are different. From what I can gather I'm battling with my DEMONS. I don't have a definitive answer to your own problem but I would say fight the good fight and listen to your inner Voice of the best way to deal with it. Only you know what is the truth and even a shrink will only respond to you in a reflection of how he/she perceives your mental state and come up with Professional $ ways to overcome your inner dilemma. Try and find your inner most sanctum for refuge and to emerge positive for yourself and your Family. I will leave you with Soul Food that is music and laughter. The lyrics may be apt for me but I enjoy the Resonating Frequencies, Hope you do too ! ! ! sickipedia.org/search/1/?q=demons
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Post by Naught on Dec 4, 2010 18:36:25 GMT 10
Rareclan I will take anybodies advice right now. I am trying to stay positive but we will see. I am tired guys thanks for the insight and tips. Nice song too by the way. Honestly I never listen to music like that but once in awhile,when I do, I like it.
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Post by Rareclan on Dec 4, 2010 21:25:19 GMT 10
Rareclan I will take anybodies advice right now. I am trying to stay positive but we will see. I am tired guys thanks for the insight and tips. Nice song too by the way. Honestly I never listen to music like that but once in awhile,when I do, I like it. Hey Man It Is my pleasure to give what little Pearls of Wisdom (LMAO) I may or may not have to help another person, but In your case you are a Fellow OCBeing that I feel I have an Affinity with otherwise I would not be here. Please take Solace In the fact you are among Friends and for me In life, However desperate or helpless you may feel there are always Options. Even a non favourable Option Is better than No Option at all ! ! ! I myself do not listen to as much music as the next person as It opens too many Neural Pathways and I believe I have enough to embrace at the moment. It Is not always easy being Human as we have Free Will and this means we may from time to time have to deal with other peoples free will. As for Demons there Is An Angel for every one of them or If you prefer ................. For every Problem there Is an Option which In turn will lead to a solution. My best Advice right now Is to change something, It may only be a small thing but this means you are being positive and taking control because you have free will. You have already displayed this by being pro active In the form of OCB, You may say to yourself more like a Cry for help but Critically Believe me or not, THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE. This has been Oh so true for me ! ! !
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